向日岳人

[ Crack-Verse ] WHYYYY?

2005-10-09T21:55:46Z

But all I wanna know baby is
If what we had was good...

I keep your picture beside my bed (mmm)
And I still remember everything you said (mmm)
I always thought our love was so right I guess I was wrong
Always thought you’d be by my side papa now you’re gone
(and I’m not tryna hear that sh*t)

What I wanna know baby
If what we had was good
How come you don’t call me anymore

Still light the fire on the rainy night
Still I invision you holding me tight
Everybody say
Everybody say that we should never part
Tell me baby baby baby why
Why you wanna go and break my heart

Sometimes it feels like I’m gonna die
If you don’t call me papa
Oh you gotta try

I’ll get down on my knees
Hoping you please
Oooh won’t you call me sometime papa

Whhhyyyy on earth
Can’t you just pick up the phone
You know I don’t like to be alone

How come you don’t call me

006: ". . . ."

2005-09-29T19:07:50Z

. . . . . Ow.

This is not being easily swallowed.

What the hell's wrong with you?! I am not a microscopic little pea that you can casually miss when walking!! So how can you trip me, twice even, and not see me?! These are scraped hands and knees that do not heal very quickly. Maybe the first time there was a chance, but the second time ..?! *huff.*

. . . by the way, what happened to your glasses?

Talking about adding insult to injury, mou, I was ready. We were ready. We tried so hard and nearly made it, but .. it wasn't enough. I hate this. It's not making for an easy start to the beginning of high school, when things completely change.

My pride is very bruised right now. As are my hands and knees. Stupid Yuushi.

Oh! Happy birthday, Shishido.

005: "Happy Birthday!"

2005-09-12T17:02:45Z

Happy birthday to me. Hell yeah!

004: "This is the rhythm of my life."

2005-09-05T05:00:28Z

There's been this talk I've heard floating around about something going on before the start of school. I don't know what; I tried asking for details but no one would give them to me! In fact, most upper classmen snickered and said to be patient and I'll see. What the hell. I even tried to ask my sister, and she didn't say anything, just that 'It's a once in a lifetime experience.' Mou I don't like that. I don't like secrets!! I hope that it's not as big as I feel it is right now, which is REALLY big. Higher-than-my-normal-leaps-into-the-air high. It's probably just something to make us anxious only for it to be no big deal of a thing, haha. Yeah, that's probably it.

So anyway! Next Monday is my birthday! What are you all going to get for me?

003: "Shake that body for me!"

2005-08-22T17:28:03Z

So I was in the mood to look for some music from America, and I found this CD with an interesting cover on it, and I sampled some of the songs they had on the site. I liked it, so I bought it. I just got it in the mail today! And the music is so much better to hear on CD than it is on the samples. It's really awesome! Even my sister was interested in it, haha. My brother thinks it's stupid and mom and dad have no comment in regards to it - I think the cover itself made them speechless.

I'm enjoying it, though.

002: "Ride 'em cowboy! Yeeehaw!"

2005-08-15T00:26:36Z

So I found a use for this cowboy hat that was in my closet since I was five years old. It became a rodeo clown hat for Shishido and I made him wear it all night, ha! Hey, he needed something to wear and I was only there to help him out, which I did .. even though he didn't appreciate it much. Oh well. Last night was okay. I stuck mainly to the refreshments room, where Yuushi was manning the bar, and he had served me a couple scoops of punch ~~which though I thought they were spiked, they were actually just filled with a lot of sugar. Damn you Shishido, for putting that in my head~~. Shishido was bugging me a lot, to the point where I dragged him to the dance floor and taught him .. somewhat .. to dance. Mou, he's got potential but not when he's distracted ..

The lights had gone out at one point, and .. there was I think a hold up, and a duel, or something. It was weird. Fuji, Ohtori, and .. I think Ohtori's girlfriend(?) were in on it. It all happened so fast and my head was spinning because of the dark suddenly becoming bright since the lights came back. Then I got tired and demanded Shishido to take me home on his back, which he did. It was eventful, really. I wouldn't mind another occasion like that again, haha!

I am un-Godly hyper right now. It's around eight in the evening .. which is early. I think I'm going to burn off some of this energy right now before I drive my family insane, so off I go. Time for a run!!

001: 'If I could see .. if I could hear .. if belief is only what it is now ..'

2005-08-08T01:47:56Z

.. Save a Horse, Ride a Cowboy?

Combining that name and a party worries me; I wonder if they did that on purpose or if it was a mistake that they just didn't catch. But it's the title of the party so I don't think that it would be done on accident. Mou, it sounds a bit shady .. it sounds like it'll be fun too. Makes me wonder who's going to go. I guess I'll find out when I get there, unless I run into any other invitees, haha.

Eeto .. I'm going to make sure not to bring a cowboy hat, though. I don't think the title is literal but what if it is? .. I won't think of that. No, no, no-no-no!!